Poems Sue – Colours
Blue is the colour of my feeling the first time that we met
The colour of a feeling . I will never forget ..
the colour of our passion making love during the night
the colour of our bodies holding on real tight
Yellow the colour of happiness nothing could go wrong
The colour of a feeling.. comfortable good and strong
Suddenly the colours changed
they were no more so bright..
Colours got another meaning after what happened that night ..
Green the colour of that monster
that sneaked into your heart ..
The monster that’s called jealousy ..the one who tears us apart
Red ..the colour of the anger ..the colour that drove you insane
Red the colour of the pain and the feeling that’s called shame
All the colours were fading out
washed away with tears
I knew I had to make a choice …didn’t want to live with fears
This is now a while ago
for a long time I was blind
I no more could see the colours for I had left them all behind ..
Black was the colour of my heart ..the hate I felt so deep
Grey the colour of my fear the secrets I had to keep
But now the colours are coming back
I am not so scared anymore..
I finally can see again am getting out of this war .
I can see all the colours again
sometimes they shine so bright ..
And friends helping me to find them back I’ll try to pray for them each night
I opened up my heart again
to let the colours in
And if I see a rainbow now I know there’s always a new begin .
Bron: Email Sue ©Loes Raaphorst 12/2006