Poems Sue – Feelings
People asking me : “How are you doing “?
and I used to answer: “Me? ..well ..I’m ok ”
But that’s just a damn lie, because I feel lost,
getting worse day by day .
Emotions are mixed, playing on my mind .
feelings so strong, making me blind
I want to believe them, ..I really do
but all these feelings, they are to me so new
They are making me happy ..but also so sad
they make me laugh ..but also make me feel so bad .
They feel so real to me, but how can I know .
How can I let this confusion inside of me go
What can I do to get these feelings clear .
Nothing ..just be patient hoping the day will be near
The day that I can let these feelings out allow them to be
until that day, ..they will be locked inside ..confusing me .
Bron: Email Sue ©Loes Raaphorst 12/2006