Poems Sue – One with the Dark

Ever had the feeling to wanna dissapear …. 
Just to snap your fingers and everything will be clear …. 
Something like flying in the dark ….floating in the air … 
No obsticals to hit …no need to take care …. 
No more worries …..no more pain …. 
No need to keep on acting strong …. 
Just to have faith in what the darkness will bring … 
The faith that nothing else ever will go wrong … 
Time will have no meaning …no more endless days …
No more sleepless nights or crying out prays ….. 
No more arguments or confusion …. 
Life will be nothing more then a phantasy illusion … 
Right now …I just have to dry my tears .. 
Lock my inside door and hide my fears … 
Pull up my shoulders and put on a smile … 
Try to catch some sleep ….
At least some Darkness ….for a little while ….. 

( Sue July 2006)

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